a hot numbness
of happiness, wet
and sends us
to that sweet deadly zone
that craves
the next
and the
next again
release that makes carefree
but wary the supply may dry
living for the comfort cocoon,
for the lullaby music
of the crack of can
or the vacuum kiss
of the frost-smoke bottle
remembering to be slave
to that cold kiss,
gateway
to an uncertain heaven